Monday
Heylowhs , i am currently at my aunt's place .
Marlene , my cousin from Australia , is lying down beside me now .
Today we spend our day by window shopping at Bugis .
Yeah , ! & later , manymany plans with cousins , girls day out ^^
can't wait , ! orchard = shopping , ! & at night , going to meet babydarlinkk , !
we're going to get his soccer boots , ! & psst , speaking of that , i met baby ytd night ,
we're going to get his soccer boots , ! & psst , speaking of that , i met baby ytd night ,
was really awesome , ! & idk why i was like so sad just now when i talked to baby ):
& baby was like " kenape seyh u , baru smlm kyterh enjoy , hrnmph hunny bunny , ? "
and my aunt took the phone halfway , so i left baby hanging on a thread .
so baby called back minutes after and i was still kindda sad-ish , and baby was like saying wondering why in the hell am i so sad when we had such and awesome time ytd , !
Hee ` sowie baby , i pon tarq tawu . maybe its because of my sickness darlinkk , !
after i went in the room at 12.25ish am on 14thdecember after we had fun ,
it was like hell for me , my lungs was in so much pain , ):
and i continously coughed blood right after that , was discharged at 4am , .
didnt have much time to tell u what happen , i'm sowie if am being kindda emoish towards u otp just now , ! i know u love me , no point having doubts , !
its just that , when i in the hospital & very sickk , going for like an operation for the 7th time , the feeling sucks , !
and while i was on that bed , during the process , i started having doubts on everything ,
and baby , i keep thinking of u , . i'm sincerely sorry for being a lil cranky & sad ,
u tarq uat aperhaperh salah babydarlinkk , saayaaang u , !
baby i miss u like hell , ! iloveyousomuch , !