Saturday
i miss baby . so very much , !
its been a day since i met him , real sad , gonna meet him either tmr or monday . cos like tmr , i'm going to simei to check my hp , since today i was too lazy to go . & maybe i could go to ubi right after , though maybe baby has soccer tmr , but i told him not to go , since he isn't fully recovered yet . gee , i hope baby will recover soon , and get his full energy back . really , i'm thinking of baby , almost all the time . really , hee . and 24th , the eve , we'll be having a date , (?) yup , cannot wait , its been quite long since we went on like a date . well those type of movie dinner and stuff , yknow what i mean . since we're too busy i guess , hee . but for christmas eve , i wanna spend it with him , my love , since this year's christmas , ____ didn't even send me an e-mail to go back to indonesia . i'm quite sad about that , though i don't really wanna think much about "them" . maybe , they have forgotten me , (?) really , what happen to our yearly tradition , when i would catch a flight back to indonesia , (?) though , its okey , maybe its kindda sad when , this year , i won't be able to open presents , and have christmas dinner with both of you . and maybe this year , i wouldn't be able to ask you for a prada bag anymore , gee ` . well , as long as i have baby , i will do just fine . i can enjoy christmas without you both , trust me , ! without shopping and without staying at that ridiculously big house over at jakarta , instead of my yearly lux christmas , i can have a simple christmas this year and yet , have fun with my wonderful hubby . and if you're reading this , and if you still care , please drop me an email . you promised me , that you'll bring me to hongkong , what happen , ? i'm so dissapointed .
though i'm lucky , to still have somebody that loves and care for me , more than both of you do ` . which is my sayang , he is the best , ! i love him and i'm missing him now ,
ahh , ♥
all i need is you sayang ,